June came, and I was already in Pisay. I thought things was just so easy like in elementary days, but the exams came, and, yes... you've got it right, i nearly flunked all of the exams. Where is the 'top of the world' feeling? It was now replaced by the 'you suck' feeling; the feeling that really reduced me to rubble. I really felt bad, and that was I consider, the lowest moment of my academic career.
It was during these times that I realized what being a Pisay scholar means.
We Pisay Scholars are, yes, the cream of the cream of the crop. From a young age, we are picked from the upper 10% of our batches, then we take the NCE (the hardest exam I had took to date, much much harder than UPCAT). If we pass whether due to luck or sheer talent, we have the prerogative to enroll or not.
Just like the other fortunate passers, I had also enrolled in Pisay. But enrolling in Pisay is not about adding laurels to one's head. It is also a commitment to serve the country. Going to Pisay means tying yourself to obligation to be the pioneers in scientific development in our backward country. Enrolling in Pisay means you need to give back to the people the taxes they pay to finance your quality education. In short, going to Pisay is not an honor, but a responsibility, a responsibility of serving the country and the people.
That is why being a Pisay graduate/student/passer is not worth bragging, if after all, you are not even serving for the good of the Filipino people who paid for your education. That is why I despise Pisay people who let the plaudits off their head. They are just words and pride, but inside, they don't even know the meaning of being a Pisay scholar. They are just braggarts that does not even know what service is. I even doubt if they are performing well in school. They might be proud in saying 'I came from Pisay', but who knows if his grades are all 2.50 or 2.75, well, I hope just not.
From a young age, we are built to become excellent leaders and servants of the country. Being leaders in scientific development and modernization in the future are our responsibilities as scholars. This explains why our three cardinal values include integrity, respect and loyalty. Integrity to mold us into future honest and true leaders, respect to have respect for the law, others and oneself, and loyalty, to our country and to our pledge as scholars of the nation.
That is why we graduates need to pick science-related courses. Because we are groomed to serve the country through being the pioneers in science. There are two keypoints here: serve the country and pioneers in science. Let me talk about the latter first. We are to be the pioneers of scientific development in this country. In our productive years later in life, we need to have significant contributions to the development of our nation, scientific development, of course. Science is the key to a bright future. Every industrialized nation if one can see, has a base built on scientific progress and development; on a highly-literate citizenry proficient on science and mathematics. But if for whatever reason we hadn't been really productive in making highly significant things for the betterment of the nation, then it is alright so long as we serve the country. Serve the Philippines. It is just plain giving back. We are to give back what is due to the people that had financed our education and had invested in us the money to be the future scientific leaders of the country. That is why I urge my other co-scholars and would-be scholars to at least serve their RSAs faithfully, and as much as possible, serve in the country for the rest of their careers. In a country like ours, we need scholars and people who would be the catalysts for change and betterment in our society.
This is the essence of being a Pisay scholar. And every Pisay scholar is expected to be faithful to this dogma. Pisay is established to give the Philippines a group of scientifically-gifted individuals that will propel the Philippines to modernization and prosperity. And we scholars must do our part. Let us give to our country and to our fellowmen the return of investment they deserve.